Am I alive???

Today i´m just thinking about my life,i guess everyone does it sometimes
at least i have read it in the net so many times that i just can`t count anymore,
In my case it hapened today,i look at me in the mirrow this morning and i got so many things i`d love to do it,never did it,not enouth money and time to do it,and most of my life was studing,work and work to pay bills and sail a litle on weakend and in summer and then travel around world siting in front of T.V.
So i found my self with 41years old with so many dreams and so afraid to let my self get to old to realise them.
The question is...how can i balence in a healthy way between having money and sail for a long time wen not working????

By the way is anyone out there reading this blog????
It whold be fun to find out if someone out there say YES lol ;)

agitated saling day

A very agitaded day for everyone today.
One sail boat came in to the marina with no engine.
And at the end of the day other sail boat,my neighbor came in but he could not reduce speed,the acelerator cable broke, so passed by me screaming to me to help him to stop the sail boat.I scream to stop the engine and i ran to is place with more guys to try stoping the sail boat before he hit something since he had no reverce.
Guess what we did it.
Well... me! at the moment i guess i only have no fridge.

Beautifull day

The view i had wen i woke.
Big plans i had for the day.
But big plans the day had for me.

Sunday

Sunday,beautiful day to sail less wind.Perfect.
As usualy i check everything before i go sailing.... WHAT??? no lights in the mast nothing worked even the fridge broke down.
After 1hour around the fridge i found that it lost the gaz that keeps everything cold so i bought ice to keep beer cold(and food to).
So i have a gaz leek,nothing i can do know.
So i turn to the elctric problem,this time i went up the mast to check,no electricity
on the deck light and no electricity on the top of the mast. FU!"#$#$%$&%&/%&//
Well i know a few about electricity and everything seams to be right,but the electricity does not go to the mast.
well i decided to replace the deck light that was broken last time my daughter play on the mast and make knew conection,maybe some idea pop to my mind besides the wires could be broken inside the mast.
Well i must say i went up the mast 3 times and spend 3hours on this sh#$%&.
With some kind of inspiration of good i ask my wife to try one more time to turn the deck lights on and....IT WORKED so i decided to climb all way to the top to see if the light was on(can`t see in day light)and.... IT WAS WORKING
Beleve me i try it all day and worked tomorow i go try it again.

dificult weekend

It was dificult weekend, on saturday we sail away
but we add LOTS of wind 24 knots of wind wen we got to Oeiras.
So after sailing for 3 hours (a lot for new saileres like us)
we dicided to return to Belêm and make plans for sunday.
We slept on our boat,last time was in December.

Lisboa

Saling,makes you feel so far from the city.